Much Gratitude to...

Ever since this office working lifestyle started, i want to thank Mr Zuma for always being there to break my boredom. I never get tired with him, all the colors that he has get into my mind sometimes before i got to bed, sound bit scary but still thankful to him :p

The day before Raya

Its bit quiet day in the office, nearly everyone is away. Well, it is not unusual to me as all the muslim are busy preparing for tomorrow's big day! im going to "ngabang-ing" too.

Nothing much happening in the office, still the same of me thinking how to make my life much meaningful and purposeful. Frankly, i dont really enjoy doing this 8-5 daliy routine, i have been restless sitting in front of my laptop. Nothing green to look at...need green leaves around~~

Students were all having they great holiday..why not, they self extended their break. Good news i dont have class but the bad and worst news will be coming soon cause it will be difficult if they fail in coming exam...

Gambatey neh...boost up energy for this semester!!!

Close Companion

I have been wanting so much a companion, a friendly and loyal one.
I'll take her for ride every evening, we'll go for walk or run, we'll shop and enjoy the beautiful greeny park.
How i wish to do so... but they said im not prepared for it....ya..i know.. When will i'll be then?

i want to get myself ready, but not to rush for her.

I want her to be the special one, the one that is meant for me. My first Golden Retriever!

Believe me, i have tried to be grateful with each day i experienced in this new place...I Thank You for letting me see new things in my life..things that i felt funny though im fighting over it everyday.

Give me the strength to get through this...i really wanted to express all my thoughts and feelings here...but No...my EQ wouldnt let me...

My lone~~ly days

God knows im so much alone while waiting for convo. Im working but most of time not.
I dont have any colleague, just me and my boss, dont have housemates or family with me and not even a cat to accompany me. Not enjoying this kind of lifestyle.....I alone and get me out of here!!!!

Ending --> Beginning

Life is shifting so fast lately, we finish our study, assignments and projects, exam s and now everyone is looking forward to their future. Life has seemed to be just begun. I guess some of us do feel afraid with these changes. I am. I very much likely in an adolescent period, searching who am I, what do I want to do, what am I good at, sigh...never ending search..

Gambatey neh~~~what a long road to go, we made the choice, choices are ours. I did thought what happen to the road not taken? Naaah…. Thinking of this sometimes wake me that maybe we shouldn’t be so ungrateful, I should learn always be thankful of what we have. Don’t ever look back on what we don’t have, nevertheless look at what we have yet put our very best effort into…

May God always guide us along this journey....

what a "need vitamin" day

Such an unenergetic day for me. Too much things coming at once and I got knocked again and again.
When I think rationally, actual there’s nothing to be worry of, nothing! But here I am sitting, lying, reading…and writing this blog to express my nothingness.

This body of mine tired and confused of what im suppose to do today. My fyp is actually not complete yet! I got myself up, open my folder, there I have no idea how shall I continue it...Sigh… time is wasted AGAIN.

I hope I’ll rise up tomorrow, coz I’ll solve nothing if I continue this way…wooo..i don’t want too…nobody can help me except myself…

cheers 2 myself,
20 march 2009