Close Companion

I have been wanting so much a companion, a friendly and loyal one.
I'll take her for ride every evening, we'll go for walk or run, we'll shop and enjoy the beautiful greeny park.
How i wish to do so... but they said im not prepared for it....ya..i know.. When will i'll be then?

i want to get myself ready, but not to rush for her.

I want her to be the special one, the one that is meant for me. My first Golden Retriever!